Looking out the window train

I have been rather lethagic to say the least lately with this side of my being.
i feel like gay dating in kenya is a lost cause,many potentials yet many of "us" hide under the glares of normalcy risking not the shame of living an african "abormination" they say.
Hmmm was reading some blog which delves deep into the lifestyle in kenya and boy was i scared,curious,amused,shocked,entertained and enlightened on the many struggles fellow dick lovers go through.
Its funny because what was very pronounced from what i read was the inherent cheating,lack of open masculine men(most openly gay here are effeminate bottoms) ,gay stereotypes shadowed more in the notion of being identified ,like rodents we run unto the dark cornes lest the truth lets out ,we find ourselves in reality we cant handle but anyway thses phenomenons revibrate in all cultures of gaydom .
Lastly i finally saw some two guys holding hands (would pass as straight dudes) tightly ,i thnk they were a couple ~they were so cute!!!
ofcourse pple were oggling strangley but i kinder reminded me of a viral pic of two black dudes on a train one lying on the others chest.LOVE can be brave.