WHEN………***

 When it seems so surreal, it dawns with such heaviness within ones soul, everything moves so fast yet so slow.

When it burns you inside alive and there is not a possible way to extinguish the fire, you fell so hapless.

When its all said and done, yet there can be more stories to be told, a story to be untold ,a dreadful revelation to be unearthed, one fears and treble with fear of unknown.

When the fear of unknown takes us hostage, you can’t find to acknowledge the truth-it hurts so deeply yet in the midst of the pain you need to find love in whom you are.

When you seem to be the life of the party, everyone loves your gift of gab, you are a well of knowledge, people love your company, yet you feel so alone withing who you are.

When a smile and a voice to tell you –“it’s okay” is the only remedy your souls desperately craves yet one knows it’s never going to be enough to turn the tables.

When the entire confidence one exudes, so attractive. So strong, so admirable, yet at times you look in the mirror and you see the flaws you have, the feeling of ugliness rears through.

When the grace you extends to those in need is the medicine one needs to take.

When the pain becomes so unbearable, one writhes, cringes, moans, tears yet the happiness we so desperate want is withing who we are.

When its all said and done becomes a cliché quote, we start to question what has become of us, questions linger within our thoughts of who are we and what we want to be.

When it feels so bleak, like in solitude, when cling on hope that- the birds singing will usher the ray of new beginning we eager to commence.

When our conscience fails us to discern with what a facade is and what really intrigues our aspirations of being a success.

When the feeling of being inadequate, insignificant, against normal, helpless and in “something “you can`t find an adjective to describe –know all is not lost as find solace in finding yourself.

When vices become so enticing seemingly the only option we fail in our core dependent values that can thrust us to greatness we yearn to achieve.

When it feels like you are walking in a crowded street yet so alone, the world seems so deserted with souls walking rather than beings. No one can see you yet you yearn to be noticed.

When it feels so stupid to say, do or think something you can’t take back, you may feel anger and remorse at the same time. We wish we knew better

When knowing you is a task you haven`t conducted then you are at point of deveiaton.so deviate right or left the choice is yours.

When all these above happen, we may feel to let go and throw ourselves in a cocoon of self evaluation, being critical and melancholic within –know that it’s OK, you are allowed to be human and this will help you grow in what you want to be become.

Love you guys.